Waking Up

I awake from my comfortable and cozy bed, my arms and legs still plodding over the thick sheets of silk blanket.The sweet, yet sour dreams the night before had completely enthralled me, as if an unknown disease beguiled me of my strength.Unable to find that extra bit of energy to break free,I sank back into the depths of my idyllic realm,and soon become master of the virtual world.So good as it sounds,if it were true,life would have been much easier.
Five minutes or less,a voice from nowhere,like a resistive force so strong,so loud and resounding,pulls back the urge to continue sleeping.It was Mum, who else could it be??
As if a detonated bombshell, i jolt out of my bed quicker than ever and dawn upon the window at the far side of my room.The ultraviolet rays of the sun had grown increasingly in amount the past period,and had shown no mercy to slow down at the expense of my added snooze.No time to lose,i changed my clothes and went out of home,to embark on a new day of life.

Change (II) and if you ever leaf through this

Apologies,for what change may seem to be,it is actually caused by external factors which prompts us to lay aside our contemporary practices and seek new ways.For it occurred to me that the past few months have been in a delusion,a life without purpose...a person without his identity.Well, it has ended, awfully or joyfully, i seek now more truth in the reasoning of myself,the issue of which must presently punish me if i had judged amiss.Abstracted as it may sound,but trust me, i must put a stop to the mess i've created.Friends just cant make it,i must say,apart from the efforts time and again.

I'm glad, and i know you would be too, with one less thing to disturb and bother you in your already busy life.I hope it would be better for us both in this way.I will say nothing more,for time will heal things...

Change

Can you make others change?the answer, of course , is no.you cannot make someone change.People will only change when they're ready.Even external forces causes you only temporary change. So,i say, for how true it may be,we should not force change.we should not fight it,but instead let go of it.. it is easier said than done, as each and every of us have a natural tendency to stick to what we have and reside in.Besides, we cascade into self-deception and denial such that we live in a world full of lies.We may not see others perceptions , and true for the others to see what we see.Yet it boils down to us again,as the latter is a cold hard fact that cannot be changed,the only way to help ourselves is 'change'.

hi again, back at home now and rested til 10pm.phew,what a day it is today,skipped english and almost chinese.. dont know if i should.Anyway, i dont have much to say here.. except here's a little excerpt from another blog.

"Lve constantly tests us for our level of commitment. As simple as this may sound it is the one ingredient that separates the winners from the losers. The one skill that winners acquire is an understanding that growth is only possible if you have the courage to change what you have been doing, if it is not achieving the result you desire. Sometimes success is learning how to fall and recognizing that from that fall you will learn to grow. And growth is what a fulfilling life is all about.

The majority of people are so petrified of failure that they paralyze themselves into inaction. The Japanese have a fascinating way of looking at success, …”Fall seven times; stand up eight.” A wonderful tribute to sticktoitivity! I have framed this statement for my office because it provides a fitting summary of the most important ingredient to succeed. Perseverance and Commitment."

I will and i'm the one who will fall and fall time and time again,but i wont and never give up on what im striving for.For whoever it may be out there,if you're stuck in a difficult situation out there, and it's difficult to change things at this point of time,dont fret and do not , do not ever ever back out from the situation no matter how bad it is,stay on and fight even wait if you cant do anything to help salvage it..im sure one day things will turn out for the better. Well, tough times dont last,tough people do.

Guess what, i saw mr touhari, e ex tanjong pagar coach ,during soccer training today.hah, small world heh...he agreed to coach us sometime... and that's fantastic! finally,we can improve.yet again,everything comes with a price,you gain something u lose something,my usual ankle sprain again... and now it's my arm and back.WTH man, it sucks. tmr training again,then monday trial... phew.

Garage concert.It was fun, especially the live music..wow, an eye opener.For all those who didn't come today,joey,zkent,lp,yiwen and cerlyn... i think it's a bit wasted.Other than the music and food,we also had some nice hosts.Hah,Geraldine or something?? sorrry i didn't ask your name,but i had a really nice talk with you about life just now,u kept asking questions which make me wanna reflect so much.I'll work on that,what you told me just now...what i really want in life. :)

hmmmm. first time here.forgive me if so anything wrong happens later.:)

well, well, well, im just a student here.living right in the heart of singapore and only started blogging after my close compatriot,joey asked me to do one too.i don't know what purpose does a blog really convey here, but i'll do my best to write out whatever i want,and what i feel now.

k, first of all, school...yet until another til late evening we're released.it just sucks to end school so late,though good in some ways,you wld be brain dead by the time you reach home.Hmmm...