Change (II) and if you ever leaf through this

Apologies,for what change may seem to be,it is actually caused by external factors which prompts us to lay aside our contemporary practices and seek new ways.For it occurred to me that the past few months have been in a delusion,a life without purpose...a person without his identity.Well, it has ended, awfully or joyfully, i seek now more truth in the reasoning of myself,the issue of which must presently punish me if i had judged amiss.Abstracted as it may sound,but trust me, i must put a stop to the mess i've created.Friends just cant make it,i must say,apart from the efforts time and again.

I'm glad, and i know you would be too, with one less thing to disturb and bother you in your already busy life.I hope it would be better for us both in this way.I will say nothing more,for time will heal things...